What does rock bottom really feel like? How do you find your purpose, build a life that keeps you grounded, and learn to trust that even your hardest experiences are leading you somewhere?


In this latest “Ask Me Anything” episode, Ash answers six deeply personal questions about sobriety, spirituality, friendship, marriage, purpose and the practices that continue to shape her life.


From the moment everything changed on Valentine’s Day 2020 to the words she wishes she could offer her younger self, Ash shares the truth behind who she is today, what she has learnt along the way, and why she no longer believes life is happening to her, but for her.


If you’re on your own transformation journey, or navigating the messy middle between who you were and who you’re becoming, this episode is for you. 


Episode chapters:

00:00 Bali Retreat Announcement

01:13 Welcome and a Wintery Melbourne Morning

03:31 Q1: The Rock Bottom That Changed Everything

08:10 Entering Rehab and Learning to Sit with Discomfort

12:42 Finding Hope in 12-Step Recovery

15:09 Why Ash Stays Sober Today

17:31 Q2: Finding Purpose After Leaving the Corporate World

19:56 How Sobriety, Meditation, Breathwork, and Yoga Revealed Her Path

22:16 Q3: Daily Practices That Have Had the Biggest Impact

24:36 Readings, Journaling, Two-Way Prayer, and Gratitude

27:02 Movement as an Act of Self-Love

29:25 The Power of Monthly Breathwork

31:37 Q4: How Sobriety Changed Friendships, Relationships, and Marriage

33:51 Letting Go of Old Social Scenes

36:12 Building a Healthy, Sober Partnership

38:37 Q5: The Biggest Lesson Learned Through Adversity

41:01 Q6: What Would You Tell Your Younger Self?

43:29 A Letter to Little Ash


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