I Hate Creating Content. So Why Can't I Stop?

I'd make this one slightly more intimate because someone encountering it as a podcast doesn't need as much SEO-oriented setup:

I hate creating content. And yet, no matter how many times I want to walk away from it, something keeps calling me back.

In this episode, I'm turning the lens inward and asking why being visible feels so difficult for me—even after years of teaching, public speaking, coaching and leading rooms full of people.

What starts as a question about content creation becomes something much deeper: a reflection on perfectionism, inherited wounds, my reliance on formulas, obedience, self-policing, and the strange discomfort of stepping out of the role of expert and allowing myself to simply be seen.

I'm also reflecting on three messages that found me at exactly the right time and challenged me to think differently about disobedience, creativity and my need for acceptance.

I don't have a neat answer at the end of this one. I'm practicing putting something into the world even when I'm still wondering, Does this help anybody? Am I just babbling? Does any of this matter?

And putting it out anyway.