I used to think I knew myself. I knew everyone's schedules, what everybody needed, and how to keep the peace. But somewhere along the way, I realized something uncomfortable.
I wasn't really sure I knew myself anymore.
Not because I had disappeared. Because I'd spent so many years paying attention to everyone else that I quietly stopped paying attention to myself.
This isn't really a conversation about motherhood. Or marriage. Or getting older. It's about what can happen when we spend years becoming the person everyone else depends on. It rarely happens all at once. It happens one ordinary choice at a time.
Putting someone else's preference first. Keeping the peace. Being the reliable one. Making sure everyone else is okay.
Until one day someone asks, "What do you want?" ...and you honestly aren't sure.
If you've ever felt disconnected from yourself, struggled to answer simple questions about what you want, or realized you've spent far more time understanding everyone else than understanding yourself, I hope you'll sit with me for a while.
Topics Covered
• Why so many women slowly lose touch with themselves
• People pleasing, over-functioning, and becoming "the reliable one"
• Childhood emotional neglect and family roles
• Why it can feel surprisingly hard to answer, "What do I want?"
• The hidden cost of always thinking about everyone else first
• Identity, boundaries, and emotional healing
• Why self-discovery isn't about becoming someone new—it's about getting curious about the person you've become
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• Why You Always Feel On Edge
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Canaries in the Coal Mine is a cinematic space for emotionally aware adults navigating relationships, emotional overwhelm, identity shifts, grief, belonging, burnout, and the quiet work of becoming more fully themselves.
Many of us grew up around emotional immaturity, addiction, silence, unpredictability, or unspoken tension. We learned early how to anticipate, over-function, keep the peace, or carry more than we realized.
This channel explores emotional healing, family systems, emotional neglect, anxiety, grief, recovery, identity, boundaries, people pleasing, emotional regulation, and the lifelong process of learning how to live differently.
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