What if a faith crisis isn’t the end of belief — but the beginning of spiritual transformation?
In this profound conversation, Megan Farner sits down with Tucker Boyle, founder of Harmony Road Retreats and former LDS Seminary teacher, to explore faith deconstruction, nervous system regulation, meditation, spiritual awakening, and the deeper path of inner harmony. Tucker shares his deeply personal story of questioning long-held beliefs while pursuing a PhD focused on Joseph Smith, and how that painful process ultimately opened the door to spiritual rebirth, embodied faith, and direct experiences with God.
00:00 – Introduction
02:23 – Tucker's Faith Journey
09:49 – Mystical experiences, divine love & inner peace
12:00 – Meditation, harmony & healing
13:10 – Why faith crises can become spiritual rebirths
15:04 – Fear, doubt, and inherited religious conditioning
17:38 – Stages of faith
20:10 – Suffering, transformation & the gift inside discomfort
22:50 – “Christ at the edge of the map”
25:47 – Triggers, repentance & emotional healing
28:06 – How to navigate a faith crisis in a healthy way
32:00 – The Nervous System's Role in Faith Expansion
41:11 – Panic attacks, conditioning & Internal Family Systems (IFS)
44:17 – “You are not your thoughts” and witnessing consciousness
46:31 – Meditation & grounding practices for nervous system regulation
51:05 – Guided embodiment exercise for processing emotional triggers
55:53 – Healing through awareness, curiosity & surrender
58:05 – Descending before ascending: spiritual death and rebirth
01:00:34 – Final reflections
Tucker Boyle is a former LDS Seminary and Institute teacher with more than two decades of experience teaching Christian scripture and supporting spiritual development. He is the founder of Harmony Road Retreats, a nonprofit organization that creates compassionate spaces for individuals navigating faith shifts, spiritual awakening, and personal transformation. Through meditation, retreat experiences, nervous system regulation practices, and community dialogue, Tucker helps people move through faith crisis toward greater inner harmony, spiritual maturity, and embodied connection with God. He lives in Utah with his wife Katie and their five children.
Resources & References
- Thomas McConkie — Navigating Mormon Faith Crisis
- David Ostler — Bridges
- Eckhart Tolle — The Power of Now
- Richard Schwartz — No Bad Parts
- Richard Schwartz — You Are the One You’ve Been Waiting For
- All Together You (Christian IFS resource mentioned in discussion)
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