If you are like me and have spent the majority of your life not feeling at home inside your own skin, this conversation is for you.
Jules Horn spent over a decade as THE model. Chanel in Paris with Karl Lagerfeld. Magazine covers with Nicki Minaj holding his photo. Dinner tables with with A-list sitting next to him.
Yet he calls that entire chapter a bird in a golden cage.
He was blackout drunk most weekends, burned out flat in bed for days every couple of months, chasing one campaign for ten years that never came, monitoring every way of being in the world in case an agent didn't like his hair.
Today, he helps people release the tension that they have carried in their fascia for decades, retrain their nervous system for safety and find a comfortable home inside their own skin.
Jules showed me the perfect way to breathe, we talked about releasing anger and rage, where most people carry tension and how to release it, the rediscovery of God and how he accesses the divine within him.
We also shine light on the dysfunction of the modeling industry, what he was really chasing and how he has transitioned from an endless pursuit of external validation to a love like no other, not from the world, but within himself.
If you have been trying to think your way into peace, this episode is the other door. It's free, it's always with you, and you have the opportunity through this conversation to touch a felt sense of peace like never before.I hope you enjoy, and if you do, let me know by liking, commenting, and subscribing to the show.I am committed out of my mind to bringing you conversations that alter the direction of your life, leading you to a deeper sense of belonging in the context of the world.
Chapters:
0:00 Intro
0:12 The Perfect Breath
2:45 The $150,000 Hyperbaric Chamber Mistake
7:11 Running Half Marathon Nose Breathing Only
10:16 God Is Whispering, the Ego Is Yelling
13:00 A Decade of Modeling and Shallow Breathing
14:00 Growing Up Without Feeling Loved
16:17 Chasing One Campaign for a Decade
17:33 Billy: Four Foot Eleven With Cystic Acne
20:50 Modeling: An Industry of Power and Control
23:20 Blackout Drunk Every Single Weekend
26:02 What You Seek Is Already Looking at You
34:01 A Bird in a Golden Cage
35:53 The Day it All Changed
37:17 "You'll Never Work as a Model Again"
43:40 The Truth Behind Aging
45:48 The Energy of Desperation
49:15 How to Release Your Jaw Tension
53:55 What to Ask the Monster Within You
56:11 Rage, Anger and Suppression
1:00:20 Catholic Altar Boy to a Relationship with God
1:04:12 God Spoke to Him in a Psychedelic Ceremony
1:07:01 Most People's Version of Prayer is Begging
1:12:21 Seeing His Dad in His Son
1:17:19 The Greatest Gift You Can Give a Child
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