Mercury Retrograde, Lilith & Transmutation: Your Pain Is a Portal

Why does it feel like the same things keep happening to you… even when you’re aware of them?

In this episode, I talk about Mercury retrograde, running into exes, emotional triggers, and the deeper pattern underneath it all.

Because at some point, “healing” stops making sense.
You feel everything, you process everything… and yet the cycle continues.

This is where transmutation comes in.

I share the shift that helped me understand:
how to stop getting stuck in pain,
how to actually move through it,
and how those intense emotional moments can become turning points instead of setbacks.

We also get into Black Moon Lilith — what it represents in your chart, why it feels so sensitive, and how it connects to rejection, power, and being misunderstood.

If you’ve been feeling triggered, stuck, or like life keeps repeating the same lesson… this episode is for you.

Your pain isn’t random.
And it’s not here to break you.

It’s a portal.