#155 Playing Not to Lose — 2× Olympian Shawnee Harle on the Emotional Storm

Shawnee Harle rode the bench at the number one program in the country. Then she got cut — and the coach who cut her is the one who pushed her into coaching.

Twenty years a university head coach and two Olympic Games with Canada followed. But the moment that made her a mental toughness coach was a quarterfinal in Rio, against a team they'd already beaten twice in eighteen months, where she felt her team go from playing to win to playing not to lose. Her words: that's not a strategy shift. That's fear, and you can feel it.

This one gets practical fast. Her toolkit in three words — chill, change, choose. The voice of fear and how to tell it to shut up. Why we only fear the things we believe we can't handle. Good anger versus bad anger. And the two-step nobody teaches: face the fear, then ask whether you'd actually survive it.

CHAPTERS
0:00 Cold open
1:21 What riding the bench teaches you that starters never learn
3:10 You are what the scoreboard says you are
5:23 Atlanta 1996 — coaching through a bombing
8:27 Rio 2016 — higher expectations, higher agony
9:44 The moment it turned from playing to win to playing not to lose
12:59 Getting cut, and the ego that almost stopped her
16:49 You don't change behavior by addressing behavior
19:14 We only fear what we believe we can't handle
21:25 Bill Buckner and speaking it into existence
23:11 The voice of fear steals the microphone
25:45 Chill. Change. Choose.
30:14 Good anger and bad anger
35:18 The yips, the F words, and what sport teaches you to fake
43:16 The 14-year-old, the parents, and how they measure success
46:22 The limiting factor is always fear
50:27 "Shawnee taught me how to save myself"

Free Athlete Builder Scorecard — about ten minutes, six blocks, a real assessment: athlete-builder.com/assessmenttest
The Two Minute Drill: athlete-builder.com/newsletter
Find Shawnee: @shawneeharle · shawneeharle.com

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