Why do we sabotage our own peace—especially after awakening?
In this episode of Humans Decoded, Kiran Trace, Leela Sutter, and Cami Carlow explore how the pain body, unconscious identity, and subtle fear pull us out of awake presence when life feels calm, beautiful, or stable.
Through lived examples and grounded insight, this conversation reveals why peace can feel unsafe, how fantasy and urgency replace stillness, and what actually supports real embodiment beyond spiritual ideas.
This episode is for anyone who notices themselves creating problems, tension, or distraction right when life feels good.
In this episode:
✨Why peace triggers unconscious self-sabotage
✨The pain body’s resistance to stillness
✨How awakening doesn’t erase conditioning
✨Fantasy vs reality in spiritual growth
✨How awareness restores peace without effort
This episode is for seekers, practitioners, and anyone noticing subtle self-sabotage even after years of inner work.
Inner peace isn’t fragile — but our relationship to it often is.
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Show Notes
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Timestamps
0:00 – Introduction & Topic Framing
1:12 – Self-Sabotage During Good Moments
2:01 – Personal Examples of Self-Sabotage
4:22 – Collective Self-Sabotage
8:49 – Mechanisms of Self-Sabotage
11:06 – Fantasy & “Laala” Bubble
14:38 – Subconscious Triggers and Urgency
19:37 – Distinguishing Reality from Stories
23:03 – Pain Bodies and Fantasy Projection
30:36 – Choosing Presence vs. Fantasy
36:00 – Practical Takeaways
39:23 – Closing Thoughts
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