What if the most radical thing a founder could do right now is admit she's scared — and keep going anyway?
In this episode, Jazzmyn sits down with Alexandra Rutkay, founder of City Mouse NYC, a brand she scaled to nearly seven figures while working full-time as a makeup artist on a TV show, raising a son, and navigating a cancer diagnosis. Alex is not the founder who went viral for quitting her corporate job at 27. She's the founder who kept showing up — through failed businesses, skeptical family members, and the very real fear that everything she'd built could disappear overnight.
This conversation is a love letter to the women building in the margins of their lives — before the leap, during the plateau, and through every non-linear pivot in between.
In this episode, we talk about:
Why Alex kept her day job and what finally made her decide it was time to leave
The emotional weight of being the breadwinner while betting on your own business
What it really looked like to build City Mouse across multiple failed product iterations
How a cancer diagnosis completely rewired Alex's relationship with time
The unspoken rule that kept her from pitching Mark Cuban — and what she did instead
Why "life is long" is the most powerful reframe for women who think they've missed their window
The identity shift that happens when you stop calling yourself a side hustler and start owning the founder title
How to stop giving your time away for free (even when you have it)
If this episode resonated with you, share it with a woman in your life who's been in a quiet season and needs to hear that it counts as growth too. And if you haven't left a rating yet — it takes 30 seconds and means everything. Let's keep building this together.💜
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If this conversation sparked something for you and you’re ready for deeper support, I work with high-achieving women, creatives, and founders through individual therapy—supporting you in building a life and relationships that feel steady, connected, and aligned. And if you’re craving clarity around your brand, message, or how you’re showing up publicly, The Visibility Studio is my 90-minute marketing mentorship session designed to help you cut through the noise and build a strategy that actually feels like you.
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