You've done the healing work. The therapy, the embodiment, the forgiveness ceremonies, the cord cuttings. You thought you were done. And then something small happens, an ex gets engaged, an old memory resurfaces, someone from your past shows up in a comment section, and the resentment is right there, exactly where you left it.
That happened to me this week. My most recent ex got engaged, and underneath the genuine happiness I felt for him, I found a much older resentment still sitting there, toward a relationship that ended 13 years ago. I brought it up twice on recent podcast episodes because this resentment and these memories were so alive, and then I spent days in judgment about it. Why am I still talking about this? Why haven't I let this go?
I understood that this is my personal mountain top to climb, and this is exactly what is in the way of the life and love that I desire the most.
I received a message that was gentle but loud, and the message said, “can you bless the people who hurt you?” Not just forgive them. But truly bless them. Pray they receive the exact things you desire for yourself.
Perhaps after all of the inner work you have done, this is the peace you have been praying for.
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