Is mediumship evil? If you were raised to believe it was, that belief doesn't leave just because you stopped believing the rest of it.
In this solo episode Courtney takes you back to her first mediumship development circle, when her head started turning on its own and she thought a spirit had taken her over. Her teacher told the spirit to close their eyes. Then she asked them to step back, and they did.
What was actually happening was blending with Spirit. Nobody had given her that word yet, so she reached for the only word she had. Evil.
This episode is about what religious conditioning does to a developing medium, why safety in a circle doesn't cancel what you were taught at five years old, and why having language for what you're receiving is what erases the fear.
Who this is for: developing mediums carrying religious guilt alongside real spiritual experiences.
In this episode:
Is mediumship evil, and where that belief comes from
What it feels like when a spirit blends with you
Why her teacher asked the spirit to step back
How the first seven years of childhood shape what feels dangerous
Why language calms fear faster than willpower
What spiritual protection means when it isn't rooted in fear Why not having all the answers stopped being a problem
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