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Looking Fine, Feeling Possessed: The Realities of Bingeing and Purging with Lexie Kirwan-Jones

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This week on the Full of Beans podcast, Han is joined by Lexie Kirwan-Jones. Lexie is a psychology student at Durham University, an eating disorder peer support worker, and someone involved in research relating to eating disorders and neurodivergence.

As Lexie shares, her university experience hasn't been a straight line, but is one that might sound similar to those who have been navigating an eating disorder at university. After taking a year out of her costume design degree due to her eating disorder, she re-evaluated her career plans and returned to university in 2024 to study psychology to pursue a career in clinical psychology.

In this episode, we discuss:

  • Lexie's honest account of living with bulimia and disordered eating
  • Why bulimia and binge-purge cycles can feel worse than restrictive eating disorders, despite looking "healthy" on the outside
  • How weight-focused feedback in eating disorder treatment can reinforce disordered behaviours
  • Understanding binge eating disorder: what a binge actually feels like, and why it isn't about willpower
  • The turning point in Lexie's eating disorder recovery
  • Why the right GP can make all the difference in accessing eating disorder treatment
  • How university stress and perfectionism fuelled Lexie's eating disorder
  • Taking a year out of university for eating disorder recovery, and the fear of judgement
  • Lexie's advice for navigating university with an eating disorder

⚠️ Content note: this episode discusses eating disorders, including restriction, binge eating and bulimia, and disordered eating behaviours. Please take care while listening.

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